Sorry I haven’t been keeping up with my daily blog posts. Yesterday I just felt so shitty. I was so sure I was going to get a response from my biz cards, but nothing yet. I don’t understand people. I’m just glad I don’t work in someone else’s office with some bitch or asshole breathing down my neck, bugging me to get clients. I’ll get them on my own, and I know it takes time, but my hatred for managers is so deep. – and no, I will definitely NOT take any type of psychotropic drug to deal with my hatred. In my opinion, psychotropic drugs have side effects worse than the problems they treat. I don’t even like the phrase, ‘my hatred’ – like it’s a part of me. My hatred is not ME, it’s just an intense feeling I feel in my heart (chakra area). I am not proud of my hatred, however I’m not going to let stupid idiots make me feel shame or guilt for being open about my hatred to them. My hatred isn’t beautiful – it’s like a thick, viscous, gooey sludge that infects my heart chakra on the 2nd and 3rd levels of my Human Energy Field (the emotioral and mental bodies respectively).
I’m so glad I’m devoting all my time now to my self employment! As if I’m going to get some fucking government grant. I don’t know where to begin with that process! No, I will just focus on my marketing for the next 20 years and see where it gets me. I don’t care if I have to market Energy Healing until I am 85! I’ve had such a passion for it since I was in my late teens.