Sitting here eating my crappy dinner I just made. The carrots are too crunchy – but I haven’t cooked anything like this for 3 years – such is a life of poverty. I used to be content at just cracking open a can of peas, adding creamy salad dressing to it – and eating it. Now, possibly ironically, the food from the Food Bank has gotten me cooking. They gave me carrots and onions and potatoes, so I looked up how to sauté potatoes and got an adequate video by Gordon Ramsay. When I was living at Jane Street, I wouldn’t have been able to cook. The people with whom I lived disgusted me too much that I couldn’t even cook in the kitchen! (And I don’t want any of you FUCKERS to come to me and say that I shouldn’t be disgusted by certain people. FUCK YOU and your stupid view of LOVING everyone UNCONDITIONALLY. What a load of crap that is!!! And don’t even change the subject to some shitty personal attack and say I’m being too emotional).

I also wanted to add the carrots and the onions to the potatoes. Initially I wanted to sauté all of them together, but my pan wasn’t big enough (there were a lot of potatoes). It called for olive oil, but all I had was vegetable oil. I skipped the tablespoon or so of butter with the potatoes, but I bought the rosemary. I forgot to chop the rosemary, but overall the potatoes are tasty. I simply cut up the onion, cut up the carrots somewhat (after cleaning them), and then sautéed them together in the same pan the potatoes were in. I added salt and pepper to both the potatoes and the other veggies. It seems like the dish is missing something. Originally I had thought of putting the stuff on toast with herby cream cheese – but I forgot about that and the carrots are too big and crunchy anyways to enjoy with toast. The hardness of the carrots would DESTROY the toast!

I’ve had too many carrots today anyways. I buy baby carrots from the grocery store and then partition them into sandwich bags. There is usually too many carrots per bag. What happened today was I ate a whole bag of carrots and then of course had stomach pain. Whatever. Maybe tomorrow I’ll have more self control. I thought of putting less carrots in a bag and replacing the half of carrots with celery – since I eat celery and carrots daily. Carrots are good for eye health and celery – well, celery is a vegetable so it’s obviously good for you. More specifically it has fibre. Dieticians are CRAZY about fibre.’sPaypal



I’ve decided to fully delve into the World of Self-Employment full time and forever. . I could work part time in some shit, low paying job – however on my ‘off’ time I won’t have enough time to devote to the venture and I will lose interest and it will fizzle into nothing.

Today I saw this snob I used to know. In one of my previous, low-paying jobs, there was this guy named ‘Eves’. I liked him because he was quiet. He also had a nice signature. I knew this, because at the end or our shift we had to sign a paper to give to this Bitch who supervised at our Temp Agency.

He was a snob because he wouldn’t engage in small talk. Another thing I didn’t like about him, was that he did his job really well. He also got preferential treatment from the manager because of his effectiveness.

For someone with HSP, it is ‘really annoying’ to be around people with 6A problems. The 6A is the technical name for the ‘ Third Eye Chakra’. I like to call the Chakras ‘Inner Potentialities’.

Even a few moments ago, when I was writing about Eves – I felt a strangeness. The Celestial Body of peoples’ auras is not restricted by physical distance.